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"Good morning, Frank!" said Bonnie the receptionist
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"Good morning, Bonnie! Beautiful morning, isn't it?" And it was
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"Have a good day, Frank!" said Bonnie the receptionist
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“Yes, Aunty, two of the little blighters, Bonnie and Prince
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Later in his life, he told of how he’d sat down with Bonnie and Clyde for dinner
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Bru could hear Nibbles’ ma, Bonnie, in the background
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Okay, Bonnie? It’s probably a good thing you called me,” he said
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Nibbles shook his head, looking back into the room, consulting with Bonnie
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Bonnie was disgusted, but simply couldn’t look away
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“No one believes that, Chuck,” Bonnie gasped, shaking a little with the cold and probably a certain amount of upset
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“Nothing’s worth that,” Bonnie said in dismay
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Bonnie Lies Over the Ocean
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Bonnie had two
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Jim gave Bonnie the okay for us to move in even though he
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”1 Our dinner with Bonnie was just one of the many occur-
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Bonnie and Jim in their home, Bonnie shared a special word with
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Bonnie was a breath of fresh air
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Bonnie treated the children and me as if
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Bonnie, her daughters, and my other newly acquired friends
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Had it not been for Jim and Bonnie, my family could have
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Jim and Bonnie were members of another church
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A number of times Jim and Bonnie would come and help me
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Unbelievable! My brother and his wife had managed to get listed on the National CRIME Registry! My brother and his wife were on the run from the law, and law officers across the country were on the lookout for them! They weren‘t Bonnie and Clyde, but, my God, I remembered that Adam had access to a gun
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Bonnie Faye Rose was the youngest sibling, born 1-9-50, also in CO, but she got the best education of the three because R
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That is one reason, years later, that both Bettie and Bonnie told me not to beat myself up so badly for having made Dixie into an alcoholic during our marriage
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Younger sister Bonnie was the fortunate one
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Her best story of the degree of wealth that some of the kids who lived in Paradise Valley or on Camelback Mountain had was this: It was not unheard of for braggart girls to have different colored panties for each of the seven days of the week; but, Bonnie knew a classmate who had a different colored Mustang convertible for each day
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Bonnie modestly concedes that while she is smart, that Dale was the smartest, and Dixie, like her Dad, read the most
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Bonnie went to Indiana U
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It was probably during her junior year that Bonnie called Dixie and told her that her boyfriend had received his draft notice, and they were booking out for Canada
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So Bonnie went to Canada, made a big show of renouncing her U
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citizen, Bonnie came to her senses and called me in CT and sheepishly (not her normal mental state) asked if I knew how she could regain her U
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They aided us, and I put Bonnie in touch with a Buffalo AA attorney friend of mine
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Due to blistering (must not have scraped deep enough) and the fire alongside our garage set by our sons and two of the three Calovis boys while Dixie was visiting Bonnie in Toronto), I must have painted that house at least three more times
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"Naw! Me and Bonnie are outa here by three
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Bonnie Sue Anderson is a forty-two year old mother of a beautiful little eight year old named Jenny; her only child
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" Bonnie Sue stated in a straight forward manner
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" That was all he gave me and that was all I conveyed to Bonnie Sue as I felt Alexander withdraw from my vibration
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We had a very short phone conversation before I asked how his sister Bonnie Sue was doing
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Bonnie Sue had confided in Karl after Jason's death that he had been very depressed and was seeing a psychiatrist who had him on medication
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It had gotten so bad that Bonnie Sue had told Jason if he was thinking of suicide, he had better not kill himself in the house
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They were trying to live the lifestyle of the American dream Karl said, but Bonnie Sue told him that dream could no longer be maintained
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Bonnie Sue's parents had already passed on
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Karl said Bonnie Sue was very depressed for almost a year over losing her husband, losing her lifestyle, losing her fare weather friends and losing her self identity
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Bonnie Sue was shortly thereafter committed to a State Facility after she tried to commit suicide by mixing old prescriptions with vodka
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Bonnie Sue had been placed on a suicide watch at the facility
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Your sister Bonnie Sue had reached a point where she felt she could not continue in this lifetime
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In October of 1961, Raymond Jones entered the NEMS record store where Epstein was working and asked for the record, My Bonnie by the Beatles
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“It followed that to seed the future with hope,” Bonnie said, “the young had to be taught and cared for in an atmosphere of love and responsibility, wherein no actions would be engaged that threatened the independence of any child or individual
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” Bonnie /Saa-ra paused
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All of this,” Bonnie waved her arm slowly over the vista in front of us,” was new to them
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To them this,” Bonnie motioned with her hand, “is a mystical event unfolding according to the rules of physical perception
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Bonnie lowered her head, and pursed her lips in thought
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Bonnie , as Saa-ra, continued her story of Jesus as though we had not paused, so it took me a moment to reorient myself in her storyline
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Bonnie paused, took another one of those information-digesting poses, breathed deeply, and continued speaking more or less as herself
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Bonnie regarded me almost painstakingly, as she formally said, “Mankind looks out upon a world with infinite potential and staggering mysteries to be explored, but in his quest for power he has again lost his connection to Spirit; the Minimal Chances that you struggle to grasp escape mankind’s grasp even in their grandest forms
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(11)This “glimpse” of a broader view occurred when I was in a heightened state of awareness, and my first pure moment of suspended disbelief manifest when I saw Bonnie as energy
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Trying to explain this comprehensive view to anyone without the experience was, as Bonnie explained, not possible
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Settled in the apartment, Bonnie said, “In this next section of your training, we’re going to deal with the inherent magic of mankind
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Bonnie waited for more… but not for long
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“Awe and surprise are yours to discover; or not: Your earliest Identity,” Bonnie said stoically, “knew itself in ways that could not be fully expressed within the constraints of a physically oriented universe, because this kind of universe encapsulates energy for limited and specific experiences
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Expelling a short breath of frustration, Bonnie said, “Experience generates knowledge, which generates a new synthesis of thought that becomes the basis for the next level of exploration
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I accepted the event as part and parcel of my training, and that when I told Bonnie about it she would explain why Spirit had shown themselves to me so openly
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When I told her about this event over coffee, Bonnie could not comprehend why this was so
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Kha-lib said one thing, Bonnie said another, and I can see where they might be kind of the same thing…” I left it there
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I completely understood what Bonnie had meant by “following the momentum of my intentions
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Although Bonnie had told me all about it, in the John Lawson Park, it was also new to me because their “chat” evoked pictures of the scheme underway
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Throughout my training, I had questioned Bonnie about her ability to channel spirit-entities, especially after she threaten… advised me that I was to become a channel as part of my alleged quest: Initially, my intention was to catch her in an incongruity, but she regularly said that it was not time to explain the full process to me
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When Bonnie stopped laughing, a considerable time later, she said, “Giving readings and channeling directly involves interrelated elements
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With a nod of her own, Bonnie said, “It follows that any information you channel will be part of the source soul-entity offering it
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Chuckling, Bonnie said, “You’ll know when it is your turn
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Wryly, Bonnie said there was a tricky part to this: I had always believed myself to be alone, making independent decisions, when I had often accessed and acted upon a higher order of intuition than that which is generally available to everyone
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Bonnie took advantage of this time by reviewing the core lessons I had learned from the day we met
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A few minutes passed before Bonnie said Phillip was about to withdraw his /my daily influences—the link to unconscious-to-the-ego awareness’s that I took for granted
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Sheepishly, I told Bonnie how I felt, and that I appreciated her lesson
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Chuckling to herself, Bonnie said she had found this difficult to do at first, which is why she had preceded her earliest channels by saying out loud, “I don’t know what I’m going to say, but…”
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At the end of it, after everyone had gone home Bonnie dissected my experience
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From this day forward, Bonnie could stop her lessons to say that Phillip, Kha-lib, or another of their family had something to add, and soon thereafter I'd be saying, “I don’t know what I’m going to say, but…
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Later that morning, Bonnie found $150 in her mailbox, which made its way to a battered women’s shelter that afternoon
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Bonnie held her thumb and forefinger together
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Bonnie said nothing the next morning though there was no conceivable way she could have slept through it
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*I must have had enough to drink to prophesize in the early days with Bonnie, because I had not told her about a number of such incidents having been brought to my attention by colleagues over the years
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At these times, Bonnie said I was receiving knowledge
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When she realized that she had missed a point in Saa-ra’s channel to her from Bonnie, she called me for a “clarification” that was actually an extension of her original reading
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Smyth-Fletcher essentially told me how Bonnie had set me up as a reluctant psychic reader
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Denying this was the case, I said I could only help explain concepts Bonnie had mentioned
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“Your interaction with the lucid dreams you have experienced about your journey ,” Bonnie said, as we walked along the seaside bicycle route in Vancouver’s West End, “has been limited to observation
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” I said this with irony, because sharing a connected moment with Bonnie was usually short lived
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” With a shake of her head, Bonnie said, “Time is simultaneous
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Bonnie subsequently explained some of the practices of not-doing, to help me to become aware when I was dreaming, so that I could Dream
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(19) I told Bonnie of an extended fearful job that ended in a hotel room when I awoke to voices speaking a language I did not understand
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At our next meeting in her house, Bonnie again formally defined the influences of self-image I was supposed to be on the lookout for: I
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To this, Bonnie first said that in the grand scheme of physical life everything we do is an act we’ve learned to perform over time
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Thusly refocused, and with my sincere promise to pay closer attention to my own behavior, for days on end Bonnie returned to pointing out my simple verbal slips and incongruous acts of neglect, such as me saying “uh huh,” or leaving my lemonade glass on the kitchen counter next to the sink, not in it
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I told Bonnie that not ranting about our circumstance being one of commerce was a trial that sometimes leaked out in a toneless explanation about how ten items or less did not mean fifteen items
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On this day, Bonnie joined a conversation in the middle of a blocked aisle, about the weather we had all experienced in the parking lot
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At the check-out, Bonnie declared herself to be healthy, and high-lighted her excellent eye-sight as demonstrated by her finding everything she was looking for
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A week later, during which Bonnie gleefully pummeled me with lessons about my continuing poor behavior, Wizichinski called me to work with the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation in the interior of British Columbia
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Prompted by a pile of beer while flying back, I casually mentioned to our producer what I was up to with Bonnie, in an unconscious effort to repair my damaged self-image
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It happened that, before this event, I was spending hours reading the books Bonnie had recommended, trying to piece together how the overall practices of self-development made one better off, notwithstanding that only an idiot would talk about them